What mental disorder is this?

i had deppression (but not bipolar) so i somewhat know what you are going through. Don't worry its your deppression twisting your mind. It used to happen to me all the time when something little will happen. Try to find a hope like a religion or partner. If you are already religous, try to grow in it. Also, it sometimes helps to put the person who hurts you down. It makes you feel in power and makes them stop making fun of you. But, you also gotta make it so she can't do anything to make fun of you. If it gets worse, do me the favor and don't try to kill yourself like i tried to do 3 to 4 times. Remember, everyone is somewhat beautiful in different forms. I hope you could get better.